This sucks I must be doing something wrong. My digital rice site isn't displaying my blogs. So I'm back on Blog*Spot again. I also just read about Blog*Spot Plus. Sheesh. I could've just upgraded here and saved me the trouble. Whatever...

Anyways, watched Amit's first and last gig with Eugene and Joe since he's leaving the country soon. Sigh... the more I think of it, the more depressed I get. I wish he didn't have to go, but I guess it's the best for the both of us. I sure hope he'll come back like he said he would. I'm gonna miss him like crazy.

Alrighty then, Kath's over at my place. It's been such a long time since she's come over my (parent's) place. She's asleep in front of the tv watching Pearl Habor (why am I not surprised - the only thing that kept me awake at that movie was the loud noises). I've taken some pictures. Waiting to develope them! ~

I just registered with digital rice. I thought I could upload my site, but turns out I have to wait 24 hours before my site is activated. Hmm... sigh. NEWAYS.. I'm as broke as can be. Digging around the house for every little coin I can find. I guess my resolution to BUDGET isn't working. GOTTA TRY HARDER!

Broke as I am, I managed to watch My Big Fat Greek Wedding with Amit today. I liked the movie. Amit didn't. "Chick Flick" he said nonchalanty... Sometimes I could wring his neck.

Tonite being Friday nite, Amit's out. He actually woke up from his nap (Amit NEVER wakes up after he say's he's taking a 'short nap' There is no such thing as 'short nap' for amit). I'm surprised. Such is the power of Alcohol over him. Oh well, home alone with my cat. I could go out, but I'm feeling lazier than a motherfucker (excuse my french). So I'm just going to stay home and get high.. heh...

I'm so frustrated. I keep surfing into all these pages on Blogger and they look great. I just can't figure out how to use this damn thing. Whenever I set a font size, it looks fine when I post it. But when I publish it on my website, everything changes. So now I'm like... FUCK IT! Anyways, it's been 15 days since I last touched a ciggie. I thought it would be harde than this. I do get cravings for a smoke sometimes, but if I just ignore it, it tends to go away. I wonder how long I can ignore it, hmm...

Charlie the Cat has been so cute. He's gotten better since I fed him the de-worming medicine. At least now he eats. But all his needless meowing irritates me sometimes. He's really getting spoilt!

January 10, 2003

I finally went and registered my ass into college. I was a week late. But who cares. I just hope that I will be able to make it to all my classes. I bought Charlie some flea shampoo, de-worming medicine and a little bed for him to sleep it. He's really starting to act weird and he puked again and I'm worried. He hasn't eaten either. Anyways, I'm going to give him a shower and then give him the medicine and see what happens. I think Amit and I are spoiling him. He keeps trying to sleep on our heads!
Besides that, at least the apartment is clean now. The maid came over on Monday and cleaned up, but it's still messy. I have to throw a lot of shit away. I'm the kind of person that keeps everything 'just-in-case'. We'll now I have no place to move so I gotta get rid some of things. I figure if I haven't used it for a week/month, I won't miss it if it's gone. End of story.

January 9, 2003

I'm really sucking at my 'stop procractinating' and 'be productive' resolutions. All I've been doing these past few days is waking up late, lazing around the house and playing with Charlie. Anyways, tomorrow is a new day and hopefully I can get my act together.
I don't know if it's normal or if there's something wrong with Charlie. He puked up something awful earlier today. I've never seen a hairball so I don't know what it looks like. He's also acting all sleepy all the time. Gotta get him checked out.

January 6, 2003

Resolution: Get Healthy

Haven't done shit yet. My dad asked to go walking with him (my dad's a bit of a health freak), but me being me, I refused - of course. I didn't have proper walking shoes... ARGH! All these excuses have to stop.
It's been SIX, yes 6 whole days since I last smoked a puff. Sigh.. I'm so proud of myself. It may not seem long to non-smokers, but to a smoker, going ALMOST a whole week without a fag is an achievement. YES!

After much consideration, I finally decided to get a cat. After the brief disappointment of Pete my plant (who died a week after I got it - It was NOT my fault!), I think I'm able to take care of a cat.

I get bored of things easily, I'm afraid that MAY happen here and since Amit's leaving by the end of the month, there might not be anyone to play with it once he's gone... sigh. I think I can, I think I can, I think I can...

ANYWAY, too late for doubts now. Amit and I went to PAWS today and got ourselves a little kitty! I've got to keep track of the food and kitty litter. I want to know how much it's costing me.

We can't decide what to call him. For now he's called Charlie the Cat. We also call him Bobo. Or Stupid for when he's naughty. We had some other names for him but Amit and I didn't quite agree with them.

:: This log actually started on January 2, 2003. I just joined Blogger so I had to paste it all here instead. So, you're going to be getting different dates for a little while ::


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