You want love, we'll make it...

I could just eat John Mayer up. Somehow all his songs have the ability to make me unwind. If ever he were to come to Malaysia, I'll be sure to buy front row seats, look up to him while he performs, and hope somehow i catch his eye. Yes.. I'm that pathetic.
Sigh...

The other day Janyse suggested that we should all have the ability to get high by just snapping out fingers. Our 'highs' will range from, high to very-high to tripping-like-fuck. I think if it were that easy to get high, then this whole planet would be high all the time, no work will ever get done and we'll have a whole lot of very happy people. (scarily enough, that doesn't sound half bad...)

Ladies nite at Nouvo is like going to war. You go in all shiny and new, and come out battered and blue. Finding a spot to dance on the dance floor is sacred. I sometimes feel like screaming "Victory!' whenever I somehow manage to find a small spot to just stand on (it's too crowded to actually dance) before I get bumped by some girl shaking her arse. I got rubbed up so many times, it felt like a bloody walk-through massage. I've got to stop letting Janyse talk me into these things.

Happy Birthday Omaa!

Just my luck to have most of my good friends birthday's to fall in the month of March.
Omaa March 13
Kath March 16
My cousin Junu March 18
Darren March 19
Rin March 27
Janyse March 30

Man, I'm going to be so broke. haha.

Lately I've been thinking about the prospect of having an arranged marriage. What I once considered appaling, somehow doesn't seem that bad anymore. I mean, think about it. You get your parents to do all the looking. And they'll be looking for all the good things in a man for you. And when they do find you a candidate, you just decide whether you want to marry him or not. If you don't, well... the search continues. It's like home-delivery-husband. Not that I'm going jump to the idea of getting my marriage arranged, but the whole idea seems so.. effortless.. and easy.

Below is a photo Janyse and I took with my web cam just before going out the other day. Don't laugh! haha...

Right...

Right, just as I write about how my page color hasn't changed, blogger decides to finally change it... sheesh...
Oh and now I think it looks even more bland... yikes..

It's been a while...

In a lame attempt to make my page look 'snazzier' (correct spelling??), I decided to change the color of the page as well as add a few more links. As you can see, nothing has changed. I don't know why blogger doen't seem to notice the changes I made. Drat. Now what?

Anyways, it's been one heck of a weekend. Bottom line is, I had fun. It's been a while. I bumped into Pablo, and old friend from Chili whom I hadn't seen in a while. He had cut off his dreadlocks, which is quite a shame since he looked really good in them.

I was reading through my past entries, and I seem so, well.. sad. I felt like slapping myself and saying "Get over it!". Its amazing how I don't tolerate this kind of behaviour in others, yet in myself, it took me so long to notice. I must stop this! I kinda feel like Miranda from Sex and the City - and a little bit of Carrie thrown in for good measure. I'm always the one telling friends to never take shit from men, or 'get over it already' and yet here I am still sitting in the same hole I created for myself. I've decided I'm going to slowly crawl out of this one. It really is thanks to Tina and Janyse. If they didn't drag me out (sometimes forcefully) I think I'll still be moving furniture into my little hole. Don't get me wrong, I'm not over it. I think it takes a little longer than a few weeks to get over 2 and a half years. But hopefully, I won't keep writing about it.

On a slightly lighter note, today when I woke up I found that Charlie was not sleeping on my bed with me. I got up slightly puzzled because she always sleeps with me. So I went looking for her and found her sleeping with Janyse in her room... GASP! Horror of Horrors! The betrayal! And I thought she loved me...

ps I found out that Charlie is female, so now she's Miss Charlie.
ps2 Janyse has moved in with me for a month.